Change
As I sit here the sound of my husband laughing with the kids is in my ear shot. It's bed time and kids are all getting settled but with more thing they look forward to. The touch and sound of their dad tucking them in. It's a wonderful sound one that I long for many nights when keith is away.
This afternoon I met my husband for lunch and just sat with him, listening and talking. No kids, no screaming, no attention needed to anyone else. Just him and me. It was the best thing in the world to look at him knowing I had all his attention, knowing nothing else in the world mattered but him and me.
There were things we had to discuss one that is a very stressful thing to think about. Moving!!! Where and when, we know it will be before june of next year but how soon which I found out can be anytime after Dec. To Think of not being in hawaii any longer is just a weird feeling for sure. We've lived here 7 years, this is all the boys know this is their home. Now it's uprooting their medical and schooling and moving them to all new Dr's and all new schools. Scary for me for sure. I hate change and this can't be any bigger of a change. =l
So everything now is at that place I hate, what will the army choose to do with our family. I just keep telling myself, this time next year I will be somewhere and wont be living in a cardboard box ( I hope ).
This afternoon I met my husband for lunch and just sat with him, listening and talking. No kids, no screaming, no attention needed to anyone else. Just him and me. It was the best thing in the world to look at him knowing I had all his attention, knowing nothing else in the world mattered but him and me.
There were things we had to discuss one that is a very stressful thing to think about. Moving!!! Where and when, we know it will be before june of next year but how soon which I found out can be anytime after Dec. To Think of not being in hawaii any longer is just a weird feeling for sure. We've lived here 7 years, this is all the boys know this is their home. Now it's uprooting their medical and schooling and moving them to all new Dr's and all new schools. Scary for me for sure. I hate change and this can't be any bigger of a change. =l
So everything now is at that place I hate, what will the army choose to do with our family. I just keep telling myself, this time next year I will be somewhere and wont be living in a cardboard box ( I hope ).
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